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Whoops, sorry... Haven't posted in a long long while... Many things happened during this period of time.

I made a... covenant? with God the day before yesterday. I guess for my part, it's sort of a.. courageous decision because, it really means everything to me.

Lord, this is the promise I have made with You...
No matter what, I'm gonna stick with You and be a Christian. I want to follow You all my life. I might be confused or blue sometimes, but I'm going to come out with You victorious. Even IF my leaders leave You, even IF Hope Church is no more, I want to persevere on. Keep me from temptations, from falling away from You. Don't let go of me, God.

(: I've placed all my stakes, everything I have to God. It feels quite scary, but I know that this is the best for me.

"By faith, keep praying and asking God for a lot more." --- JoLee

"If you're determined to be used by God, He will." --- WFL (Faith lessons with Ruth)

i HATE change.

Ahhhh. How.
:'(
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I know it's necessary Lord.
How.
WAAA.
Pain.
Changes.
Lump in my throat.
Once again.
Like the previous time.

I know time will cause these feelings to be diluted.
But i want to keep in contact!
I can't stand it.

I'll cling onto You God.
I know You'll never let me go.

WOW, God!

These few days have been wowed by God(:

I received so many blessings and love from God. And some not so good instances turned out great too. (:

BLESSINGS
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> Math PT: was chionging yesterday til 2 (some classmates til 3!), but it was satisfactory:)
> Physics DA: even though i didn't really study... Still not THAT bad. only some calculations a little wrong.
> French: was really tired then, but then thank God for Jiayu and Jody seating beside me, helped me to stay awake:)
> CmPS: Sort of decided on and gotten our project:) Now got to work out the proposal and define some parameters. Thank God! We were jumping around topic to topic for the past two months...
> Bus to MOELC: though i missed the bus to moelc for french, i didn't immediately walk out of school. I just felt that i needed to stay in school for awhile (yayy) and saw Jody. She missed the bus too and was waiting for her "gong"---grandpa. We talked about different things, got to know how she's coping and stuffs... Her grandpa's nice! :)
> Saw Jallene and Angelica today(: Glad to see them even though we couldn't talk much!
> Math PPA 1: 29/40 marks! GP 3.6(: even though this is not the best, i thank God cuz i wasn't very confident with math especially because of my results last year. So thank God for this!
> Math GA 2: INEQUALITIES! 10/10 marks! Thank God!!! Really wowed:) Praise God!

I just pray that new-Bs will be retained. Even though they might face problems like parental objections, super hectic schedules... Pray that they'll feel loved and want to join us. Also pray for service and ESS that we'll ALLLLLLLLLLL see faith-filled converts and that God will anoint every single one of us to go all out for Him and to be able to build strong relationships with our friends. Really pray that converts will be retained!

All i've accomplished is not just me, but God had made miracles out of ordinary situations or even during crisis. God makes everything possible. All i've done, it's for God. I want to do my best in everything possible for Him. I might fail, but i', trying. Trying hard for my God, my Friend:)

REALLY JOYOUS CUZ I'M LIVING MY LIFE TO BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE FOR GOD. THIS IS THE FULFILLING LIFE THAT I LOOKED FOR:) AND REALLY JOYFUL THAT I FELT MYSELF GET CLOSER TO GOD.

i love you God! :)
reb.

(:

QT

2 John

+ "Watch out that you do not lose what you have worked for, but that you may be rewarded fully." (v8)
>>> Coninuously work hard, don't be lazy nor give excuses.
>>> After we have worked hard to change and not sin in a particular area, don't go back there again.
>>> Take charge of our spiritual life. Reflect often and evaluate spiritual growth to check how we're advancing and take action if we find ourselves moving backwards instead of forwards.
>>> Focus on the Word of God and don't be distracted.

+ "I have much to write to you, but I do not want to use paper and ink. Instead, I hope to visit you and talk with you face to face, so that our joy may be complete." (v12)
>>> Shows importance of meeting up together.
>>> Show how much i need to improve on my inter-personal skills.

These points have reminded me of things i need to improve on and obey(:

i really really want to work hard for You God. Help me to. Thank You loads(:

J'aime mon Dieu beaucoup. J'aime ma famille et mes amis aussi.
J'aime le français.